I’m afraid to open my heart again… I’m afraid to let love make me feel this way again. I’m afraid that this is only a short path that I’ve never been on before. This time my heart hurts and is so broken, I didn’t know my heart could feel like it was in a million pieces. Talking about she’s sorry, sorry wouldn’t do this to me, sorry would have stopped this before it got out of hand. How do I get back to me, how do I not become that angry, bitter,and cold woman? I am afraid I may become her. People are always talking about they want to be married, and have no idea what it takes to be in a marriage. Yea my blog is taking a turn if you don’t want to hear me vent, that’s cool. But this is where my head is.